Ok that title might be a tad dramatic BUT....today was my last day before starting work back up again tomorrow and leaving my little guy for the first time
all day. I had my first cry tonight and my hubby hugged me tight and reassured me that it was all going to be ok. I know eventually I will see it that way-but right now I'm picturing missing all of his funny faces, his laughs, rocking him, reading with him, carrying him around while I work on the chores, snuggling and loving on him all day long. I will be so ecstatic for 4:45 to roll around every day and speed (I mean drive slowly and carefully) home to my baby boy.
God has truly blessed us by giving us peace of mind by having our great friend be his care provider. That has lifted a huge weight off of my shoulders and I know he will be taken care of so well. I have no doubts-but I'm still going to miss him like crazy!!!!!!!
I'm also able to acknowledge that I am very blessed that I'm able to have a job to go back to and be able to help provide for my family. The most important thing is to make sure we're all taken care of and God has shown me that this is necessary even if temporary :)
I love my God, I love my family.
Sweet dreams blogging world.
